Holden Caufield’s apology

Love is a sad word
When there’s no one to share
It’s meaning with
Living’s a burden
When you’re all by yourself
Life is a chore
When you spend it alone
A day’s an eternity
When there’s no one beside you
It makes me sad that I’m all alone
Lying in the dark
Wondering why I’ve let you go
It’s all my fault
I’m sorry for what I did
I won’t happen again
No never again
Now I’m here
And I’m waiting for you
To pull me out of the blue
In this chaotic world
That’s plagued with
The absence of you
Life is a bore
When you spend it alone
A day’s an eternity
When there’s no one beside you
It makes me sad that I’m all alone
Lying in the dark
Wondering why I’ve let you go
It’s all my fault
I’m sorry for what I did
I won’t happen again
No never again

A sweet silent requiem

In every single letter that I type in here
Reveals a side of emptiness that lingers in my heart
In every single word that I utter in my mouth
Are screams of pain & anguish of a broken man?
maybe if i could write a letter that’s so great
Maybe you’ll come back and see the real me
I will try to pick the pieces of my broken heart
That longs for your sweet embrace
That means you love me and that you’ll never leave my side
It’s sad but true that it’s only a dream just a dream…
In every stroke of my pen in every song I sing
Screams a silent requiem for something that’s been lost
In every broken record that the tape deck plays
Hums a twisted melody of a lover’s hymn
Maybe if I could write a letter that’s so great
Maybe you’ll come back and see the real me
I will try to pick the pieces of my broken heart
That longs for your sweet embrace that means you love me
And that you’ll never leave my side it’s sad but true
That it’s only a dream just a dream…

I am sorry

Hello my dear it’s so nice to meet you again
because you’re not just anybody
So many things happened to me lately
I hope you’ll find it in your heart
To forgive me
Forgive me I’m sorry
Forgive me I’m sorry